Survivor

Message:
I've been a loser my whole life. I don't have time for this anymore.

I have believed myself to be a failure all my life. I was bullied at school, nobody noticed me at
work, my family despised me because I didn't become a prodigy, didn't start earning money at 13.
Now I'm 30, I see World War III coming, and I haven't even lived!!!
Never won a contest, never had more than 2 friends at my birthday party. Not because I'm so picky.
It's just that no one else wanted to come

I've never had 1001 roses in my life. I've never gotten a car, an apartment. I've never had sex with a
guy I admired.

I've never felt relaxed. Never. All my life I've been stressed out that I'm ugly, no one wants me. Not
even my mother and father.

Never greeted sunrises in high school or adolescence. Practically never traveled.

Why did I live like that?
I don't know

It was like I'd been paying some kind of tribute since I was a kid. Like I was owed because I was
just born.
I don't want to and I can't do that anymore. When I saw this project... When I realized that my story
would be seen by hundreds of people... That maybe it will be seen decades later... All this agony is
useless... I realized that I have to describe it all. Just to see for myself what it really looks like. To
get rid of my illusions.

Because it's like I didn't believe it was me. It's like all the time I thought it wasn't about me. And
now I'm going to take a leap and then!!! I’m going to make a life for myself!

Oh God, it's destroyed me!

I just want to say, I want to remind myself and others - I have officially started counting down my
REAL life!
Here, in the pages of this Human Stories Book .
Yes, mine may not be as inspiring. But it is so far!
I believe in the power of social media.
I believe the world has changed. And I believe you can change your life in 1 day, in 1 hour, in 1
month. And I'm going to do it. I've already paid for everything. No more

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